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Movie Confessions.[Tadashi Hamada.]

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The silence that filled the air around the two of you was nearly unbearable for Tadashi. He was sure it was because he’d never heard such silence because with Hiro, there was literally no moments of pure silence like this one. It wasn't awkward, and he himself found it rather comforting but there was something that was itching his mind. Perhaps, he thought, it’s the clothes. He wasn't one for leaving the house without a pair of tight pants, a graphic tee and his usual cardigan, but because the night was intended for a dinner and a movie, he thought a nicer blazer, on top of a dark grey cardigan and a red tie would subdue.

“Was this supposed to be a date?” Tadashi asked gently, looking over at you while his slender fingers grasped at the top of his blood red tie. He wasn't sure if the rest if the team just forgot about the movie, or if they intentionally didn’t show up. He felt like they just didn’t show up so he’d have to go to the movie with you. Very clever, he thought to himself and walked aside you. They had known for such a long time that Tadashi held deep feelings for you, but he was too much of a baby to actually admit the feelings to your face. And now, on the chilly San Fransokyo night, he was walking next to you and he swore he could hear his heart beating in his ears as he waited for your answer.

Your mouth never opened, and all you did was pick up your shoulders in a slight shrug. Fiddling around with the lace on your dark purple dress, your eyes refused to look up into his. Focusing intently on your feet, you walked beside your long time crush, and didn’t say a word to him. He himself only let his eyes move when he needed to look up and see if the street was okay to cross. Strange, he thought to himself, she’s usually never this quiet... Tadashi tilted his head to the side and slid off his hat.

Before you could even take another step, he was grasping at your hand and pulling you to face him. “Is there something wrong? If you don’t want to go to the movie with me then just say so… I’d feel better if I could walk you home rather than make you spend a night with me… When you don’t want… to…” His sentence came to a slow stop when he noticed tears forming behind your eyes.

Sniffing gently, you let your dress ends go and looked at him, saying very quietly. “I was hoping they wouldn't show up because in all honesty… I only agreed to come because they said you were coming as well…” He fell silent next to you, and you still had your mouth open as though you wanted to say something else. He was waiting, you figured as his almond shaped eyes looked down at you intently.

You began up again, this time the courage building up inside of your chest. “I wanted to go with you… It’d be hard to concentrate on the movie, but that’s okay! I wanted to spend… you know… Alone time with you without all of them with us,” Pausing, you felt the tears that were behind your eyes fall onto your cold cheeks, “So I told them not to come and that I’ll go with you… I’m… I’m sorry… I know you were expecting everyone else but I just…”

“(_Y/n_)…”

“I got selfish.” Swallowing back a lump, you found it hard to put your thoughts into actual words, and it wasn't a few moments afterwards, you felt the sudden rush of warmth that wrapped your entire body. Your lips were on fire as he tugged his own mouth onto yours. The kiss was tender, and you could smell his musky smell. How am I supposed to concentrate when you’re kissing me? You thought to yourself, though it was one of the things you now wanted to say to him. Your thoughts were tightly jumbled when he pulled away from your mouth, his warmth leaving you for a moment before he placed them back on yours.

His hands were clasped nimbly around your jaw line, keeping your head in place so you didn’t try to move away. It’s not like you wanted to anyway. “You didn’t get selfish,” He said quietly, and pulled away with a realization of what he just did. “I wanted to go with only you as well… I've wanted to be alone with you for years… I've wanted you and only you..." Glancing up into his eyes that were shining with the lights of the city, you could feel your heart flutter excitingly. It was becoming easier to think, and it was most definitely easier to look into his eyes as he said, "So if you think you're selfish, I'm entirely greedy."
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Oh my god please
This is perfect man